"Just trust me"

Thoughts scrambling
As I desperately wish for paper
I'm lost within myself
Like a child left behind
And my fears come to life
Like marionette puppets of my mind
And I question my own intentions
Again, I've found-
Another mountain to climb

"Just trust me"...You say
As the voice resides inside
Repeating an honest truth
Something called a little lie
"I will hurt you, I will destroy you"
The pain from memories they scream
I turn away with disgust
My voice leaves
And your eyes say it all

"Do not fear me
Only love me
Do not hate me
Only trust me"

"Desire and pain
turning to lust
within a twisted game"

Such a beautiful sin
To know this game
For mortals do make
perfect play toys

But least we forget!
The eyes are the keys
To the mortal mind
They can not hide
The sore limp pride

Even demons
Even angels
Even the loveless
Live only for love

You say I am the one
The one you were looking for
You say you lost me once
Such a long time before

Here we are alone together
Passion in our beating hearts
But "she" is dreaming of her prince
And I am the witch of the night
I shall not sell you my heart
Until her love for you departs

I can not give you my body to keep
There are things I need to know
I can only hold our secrets
And alone I become vulnerable

Tell me sir, what is the purpose?
Of making a promise
If promises only get broken

Tell me sir, why do we
give roses for love
When roses simply die

Tell me stranger,
what do u see in me?
Am I only, a girl
who's "too" friendly?

I've been used
I've been abused
I've been tossed
And tumbled down
I've been sold
I've been told
Things that never
Came true by mouth

Expectations
By delivery of kisses
Tender and unexpected
Train of thought
Interrupted
By the biting
Of true desire