Apologies Are Pointless
I watch as you spit out
Lovely words, pouring from
Begging lips...
Tenderly, I want to
Break myself apart
For I know,
I will only tear you to shreds
Darling, I am a beautiful disaster
A dangerous laughter
Flows through my morbid veins
The blade glimmers,
In the remaining moonlight
Rain soaks me
Tears feel endless
For I hate what I have become
Year's pass by
Each forgotten so fast
When when I look back
The blurry memories
Keep me hostage
I want to inspire
I want to please
I want to be loved
For all that I am
But when I am loved
I feel...
Obligated to return the favor
.......
Underneath The Rainclouds
Sometimes my fingers
Long to be intertwined by yours
I open my eyes,
A blurry darkness-
A single flame still burns
Crackling as it slowly dies
I am lost in your touch
I never want to leave your arms
Because you keep me away
From the small thoughts
That so easily rip at the seams
I would sacrifice my tears
If it meant seeing you smile
I want to be the girl
You know will be there
To pick up the pieces
Of your shattered life
I want to be the girl
You search for,
In your dreams [forevermore]
Dance with me,
Under the moon...
We will leave the misery behind
I want to be with you
When I close my eyes
I want to know,
I'm on your mind
When I lick your face
I want your attention
When I whisper I love you's
I don't want my words
To ever go disregarded