Journal Entry:
Wed Jan 13, 2010, 7:09 PM
Disappointment.
Pressure forms from glance's awakened
I can not hide the unraveling fragment's
The chained up thought's inside
The cold air slice's through me
Like a blade with only a lost cause
I tell myself to fight for a reason
But I contemplate my reasoning
As my very being seems to slip away
A clear silhouette, a reflection in the rain
I can't feel the sun's warmth-not anymore
You see me through my talent's
But you don't see my imperfection
The curse of a mirror it stains my wrist
I drown myself in disappointment
A luxury of doubt, sweetly disguised
My voice can only carry an echo when alone
I need to overcome this fear
I can pretend to be fearless until I die
Perhaps someday I will believe my own lies
chorus 1
[Uncertainly certain that I
No longer can save myself
From the visions
Of an empty dream]]
cruel...
Life is about change's...
The seasons change
The morals change
We ourselves change
sometimes we can't understand why
change is essential
sometimes we can't understand why
this world is so cruel
It tears me apart
To know that time move's on
That time overlaps without forgiveness
That time suffocates without warning
That time is a perpetual outcome
Of name's date's and faces
Time is meaningless to me
For the warmth shared in heart's carried
The warmth that is forgotten
That is why I stumble through the frigid cold
Embarrassed not to die.
It doesn't matter what your skin color is
Your skin is only your armor
It doesn't matter what language you speak
Every language has it's own beauty to it
What matter's is what your eye's perceive
What matter's is what your fighting for
NOT HOW MANY PEOPLE DIED in the process....
Since when is death considered strength?
Since when was war the answer to peace?
Since when was materials more important
Then being able to breath the air
Or being able to drink the clear water?
We create a dimension of killing machines
But we support peace individually
We let morals mold our conscience
Soldier's are embarrassed not to die
They are afraid to show their fear
But fear it doesn't mean you are weak
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Listening to: to a friend-alexisonfire
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Eating: nothing
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Drinking: yummiii tea ^^
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