Journal Entry:
Tue Mar 16, 2010, 7:00 PM
Twisted Journey
I lie in pitch black abyss
This is my resting place
I taught myself to forget fear
But nestled inside,
The shattered mirror will reappear
The days seem endless
Inside the pain
It tries to hide
But when the lights come on,
I fade into a silhouette
Of pure curiosity
This is my last remaining odyssey.
Damaged from the war inside
The plight of sacrifice it lied
And now the tears do consume
For those I count abandoned or doomed
Unforgettable
Sleep is what I need
But angers all I see
Lost under the covers
I will not be shaped into reality
A form of escape you say
Another hour wasted away
Why judge what is not yours nor mine?
Another virtue that crossed the line
You promise me success
I promise you regrets
As tongues meet for the first time
Darling your my next crime
3 Words Left Unsaid.
You scream these anxious words
Fired like bullets
Piercing my skin
Injected me with insecurity
You give me dreams to sour
And shoot them
With the blood that pours
The puddle by your feet
That is all that is left of me
The stranger calls emergency
I wait in silence as the whispers fade
A place of in between
The fading light it sings
A tune of neither light nor dark
The last remaining spark
The last breath I breath
I stumble out those common words
Wishing you could hear me say
I loved you.
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Mood:
Emotional -
Listening to: The exies-Ugly
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Reading: --
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Watching: the screen...
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Playing: --
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Eating: nothing
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Drinking: yummiii tea ^^