Journal Entry:
Mon Apr 5, 2010, 7:18 PM
"Just don't let your life's income,
determine your life outcome"
-The Pink Spiders
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"In my opinion, we all start dying
from the moment we are born...
Some of us just die a little bit faster."
-Ali
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The moments are often captured
But the feeling often fades
Another day in the making
Of a life easily traced
I'm looking for the path
Where I belong
I've finally found the passion
Worth living for.
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Desperate kisses
Are often unwanted
But forced by
something we pretend
to have called "love"
Softly stinging
The liars victim.
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Tears have been wasted
Words that were never seen
Have been written
For a man who once stepped
Into my life and then
Decided to step back
How come it's those we love the most
That we wind up hurting the worse?
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Why do you judge me
On my clothes
By my face
Why not judge me
For what I can do?
I refuse to be a clone
I refuse to follow
Another person's path
This is my life
I will lead the way.
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Sometimes it's hard to begin
But easy to end
Sometimes it's hard to forget
But easy to remember
Sometimes it's hard to hold back
But easy to lose control
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Dear solider,
Why must we kill to be at peace?
I want to send you home.
Dear abandoned child,
you are not alone,
you are not unwanted.
Dear starved child,
I will give you nourishment.
There is hope.
Dear homeless,
I will give you shelter.
Dear lost adult,
It's never too late to try again.
Dear pothead,
Life is too short
to smoke up every night.
Dear druggie,
They will not ever heal the pain-
But I will help you through it.
Dear alcoholic,
Every drink is a step closer
To hurting every person you ever knew.
Dear adopted,
If they didn't want you
Someone else does.
Dear raped and abused,
I promise to help you
I promise to love you
You don't deserve to "hurt".
Dear dead father,
You are my angel-
I am your pride.
Dear peace comity,
How can I join?
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Mood:
Emotional -
Listening to: Chasing the night-Every Avenue
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Reading: --
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Watching: the screen...
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Playing: --
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Eating: nothing
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Drinking: water^^