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Rainbow Veins

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 24, 2011, 7:50 AM


Rainbow Veins

Finally the feeling hits me,
As I melt onto my bed
Staring at the ceiling
Watching ever so closely,
As the world around me
Is turning and twisting
My walls are breathing
Tracing the vertical lines
Words clutter my mind
Stuttering then forgetting
Everything at all once
Pieces catching up to me
Reality seems far away
My stomachs in a knot
Tears seep endlessly
From my dreary,
Bloodshot eyes
But I can't remember
Why I am crying...
Exhausted but restless
Trapped in a circle
Of dancing rhythms
I feel lost in this life
But this time,
I am happy being lost
No one is here
To see me fade away
No one is here
To watch me,
Stumble and fall
The sun is sinking
In the sky
The soft dark
Surrounding me
Wrapping it's arms
Around me...
My eyes close
And all I hear
Is a steady heartbeat
Listening closely
As the beating decreases
Watch as the only star,
In my windowpane
Becomes my last wish
The only thing,
Still keeping me sane..
Light pours into me
Like a rainbow
Inside my veins
Seeing with eyes closed
The blurry images
Once again residing
Inside my head
Dizzy and obscure
I lay motionless
Seconds pass me by
As one passes,
The last is forgotten..
Minutes remain
Unremembered
And hours feel
Like perpetual vectors
Unending arrows
Pointing in only,
Unknown directions
Fragments of time
Lay buried in the past
Numb and dizzy
The world is spinning
And you aren't here
To save me.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Crystal Castles
  • Reading: --
  • Watching: the screen...
  • Playing: --
  • Eating: lollipop lick lick lick
  • Drinking: lemon tea
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