Journal Entry:
Fri Jan 1, 2010, 9:34 AM
Remember me, when I disappear
Whisper my name in the cold evening air
As puffs of fog are released in your breath
For I am only the silhouette in long forgotten dreams
And I am the shadow dancing under the moonlight
I trace your heartbeat, I hear your thoughts
As the sirens rush past I'm blinded by the changing lights
Stumbling in the vision of an arson's fire
I told myself I wouldn't forget those nights
Your eye's they told me why
Your lip's spoke nothing but lust
As sweet and bitter tongues met with a wild passion
Open my eye's I'm alone
Another night spent lost within
Following my own intentions
Leading to a precious fantasy
Realizing only I control what I see
Is this the fate I'm meant to fight?
Tears sting as they fall to the ground
I await for his arrival
But he only exists now in my mind
We live in a twisted nightmare
A nightmare that has began long ago
Lost like a dog with no sense of smell
I drown myself in bloodstains
Hoping he will recognize the scent
I live in danger
I embrace adventure
I thrive off of the biting you provide
Taste me, drink me, love me, devour me
For I shall disappear when you least expect it
I am like a flower, pure of beauty
As I vanish in the wind
Covered by snowflakes
Preserved in the ice
I will leave you no trace
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Mood:
Sympathy -
Listening to: make a star-dope stars Inc.
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Reading: --
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Watching: the screen...
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Playing: --
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Eating: nothing
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Drinking: yummiii tea ^^